Frustration!
I’M SO FRUSTRATED! I’m so angry and frustrated right now. I have no idea what. Probably with life in general. But I think it is probably due to the fact that I need to STUDY.
I only have two more days of studying to do before the final exams of the year come. Yet what am I doing? NOTHING! I’m so frustrated, I should be doing stuff, but I’m not. I cant be bothered. Yes it’s annoying, it feels like I actually want to do something, but nothing is happening.
Or maybe it’s the “should” factor. If I put “should do this” on anything, my interest in doing that activity seems to fall like a rock.
The main reason why I wanted to create this blog, was to release my feelings, sometimes it helps. I find that drawing helps a lot too… hmm maybe I should do that now…